This is your tender demand: look to me. My eyes bore into the hairline cracks zigzagging the table. You lift my gaze up and across and out the room to an illumination I didn’t expect. I’d bought that painting so many years ago, Mary draped in violet and sapphire opposite the red urgency of Gabriel—they had rushed my heart, so vibrant on some kind of stretched translucent canvas, almost like skin, almost like pain. Not quite an icon, with broken planes and imperfections, electric angel striding in the viewer’s space, intent on delivering the earth- quake. Mary’s face ashen, brows drawn, gazing at not the angel, not the fractured fretwork of floor, but at someone beyond, her still, slim fingers looped in forgotten crimson threads. From the room a room away I saw the scene as I’d never seen it, all those years: the first morning gleams kindling silvered oils, quickening the luster of a bow plunging into the two fraught figures, the light dynamic, velvet with something almost like peace. From this perspective, you say. I won’t let you miss.
Laura Reece Hogan is the author of Butterfly Nebula (Backwaters, University of Nebraska Press), Litany of Flights (Paraclete Press), the chapbook O Garden-Dweller (Finishing Line), and the nonfiction book I Live, No Longer I (Wipf & Stock).
Art by Nathan Mulford